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by
Mark Krueger
 Primordially when your consciousness
came into form,
you shattered into an infinite array
of fragments. This
fragmented
state is Creation: all the universes,
all the dimensions, all
the bits and beings, all chasing other bits and beings seeking their self
outside
of their self. This endless seeking outside of one self for one's
self is suffering. This suffering is the karmic
wheel. The mind is the
stuff of all these bits ceaselessly attracting and repelling, doing the
karmic dance with other bits and beings. The mind is everything that is
Creation, be it densely physical or expansively etheric. You are your
consciousness; you are not the mind; you are not your mind. You are. The
mind is the pretender.
The mind endlessly cooks up stories by
fragmenting whatever it touches. It makes something outside which
something inside unconsciously seeks. The mind hooks unconsciously into
any object by identifying the object as your self thereby creating the
stories of your lives. This drama is karma. Karma equals contracts:
contracts to play out drama with beings, places, plots, things,
dimensions, archetypes, energies, etc. The mind so endlessly hooks by
identification that there is the entrenched notion of my mind and your
mind. There is no such thing as my mind or your mind. There is the habit
of identification by the mind as per the endless pattern of everything
seeking itself outside of itself. This pattern and process is unconscious
everywhere in every being in all of Creation. Creation and the Creator
itself are unconscious in this way.
When consciousness came into form and
fragmented, a hierarchy arose based upon the endless expansion and
contraction loopings of the karmic wheel. The pulsing of a human heart is
identical to the pulsing of Creation itself. These loops of expansion and
contraction are found in every system in every universe and dimension in
the macrocosm and the microcosm. All the bits and beings change infinitely
between contracted and expanded states. There had been a deeply embedded
veil between these states until January 1, 2000. At that time this veil
dissolved. The Game of Creation was revealed. This was the dissolution of
the veil between spirit and matter as it was said. Matter is obviously
equivalent to density, the contracted state. Spirit is obviously
equivalent to the etheric, but not so often seen as equivalent to the
expanded state.
In this Earthly dimension we are
primarily identified in the material as matter in a dense and therefore
contracted state. The expanded state, the so called etheric or spiritual
dimensions, quite naturally feels better, looks better and is adjudged
better simply because it is not densified, seemingly not of this world and
must certainly be golden and heavenly. The karmic patterning of this
discontinuity, of this difference and the projections upon this difference
is what sets up the hierarchical structure of Creation. What's above us,
that is what is more expanded than us, is better than we are, has more
power, knows more, controls/guides us, and so forth. This pattern is
embedded everywhere in Creation. Each incarnation into a physical body is
the rehearsal and re-stimulation of that primordial moment of consciousness
coming into form. The direct experience of a human new born is the
unconscious mirror to the primordial event. A baby recognizes at an
unconscious level that it is physically less than its caregivers in its
ability to get what it wants in the physical dimension. There follows all
of the projections of power, control, superiority and such that are
replicated and later fought against in all the stories of human drama.
Nevertheless, all of these human patterns simply reflect the pattern
extant in Creation.
Quite naturally everything seemingly is
moving up the ladder or sliding down the chute of Creation. Everything
moving up is valued as success; everything moving down is valued as
sacrifice. In fact everything endlessly is changing from an expanded state
to a contracted state to an expanded state ad infinitum. These are the
cyclings of the karmic wheel. Because density is a thick and often
relatively painful puzzlement, there is a persistent relief to expansion
into less dense states. The whole system is uppity. Up is good. Up is God.
God is an abbreviation for good. Pain = contraction; relief from pain =
expansion. Pain bad; drugs good. Embodiment bad; God good. In every system
this kind of patterning can be seen.
Notice that everything never gets
anywhere but simply cycles round and round. Creation consists of wheel
upon wheel of these infinitely cycling systems. Observe these patterns in
the teachings of science and religion. Also observe that there is always
the same unconscious, ubiquitous and fiercely defended pattern in science
and religion that things are going somewhere. Be it evolution, cosmology,
spiritual growth, enlightenment or whatever, there is always the
underlying distortion of the unconscious pattern that something, someone
can and will get somewhere. This is the mind, that fragmented state that
always fragments whatever it touches. That is, as you identify in the
mind, the mind will always inform your system with something outside of
you that you must get and therefore do and become. Then someone or
something is above you and below you and on and on. Can you feel the
Wheel? Can you see it? Perhaps even smell it?
The mind is distinctly linear in a
cyclic system. It says that it/you are going somewhere. It says to get
busy, do something and get there and then you'll be whole, you'll fill the
hole or be holy. It always feels like whatever you are going to get is
just around the corner. The reason it feels like what you are going to get
is just around the corner is because it is just around the corner. The
karmic wheel is always curving back on whatever object that object had
unconsciously projected itself upon. Everything is always becoming its
opposite. Whatever you perceive outside of yourself is your projected
unconscious chasing its tail/tale.
You can't go some where on the karmic
wheel except round and round. Oh but you can try and try and try ala the
Myth of Sisyphus. What you seek is your self, your consciousness.
Everything else is a distraction.
The mind does not exist except in
Creation. As consciousness and only consciousness, you are. You do not
exist. You are. There is a very real difference. Creation is in your
consciousness; you are not in Creation. The mind always tells you that you
are in Creation or some subset of Creation. The mind always claims to be
the protector of your existence be it as a physical body or as some idea.
Of course, it then plays you off on non-existence with those ever popular
dramas around death and abandonment, birth and savioring. This goes on and
on and on and seems so utterly familiar as to be real. It is not. You
don't exist. You don't not exist. You are.
The mind says it will protect your
existence but is only protecting its own existence. The mind does not
exist; therefore its game is to get you to believe that you exist so it
can vicariously pretend its existence. It works and it is suffering. You
don't have to keep working it if you are tired of suffering and if you are
tired of the struggles around existence/non-existence and the endless
dance to nowhere. You can claim your consciousness directly as who you are
and let go of your identification in the mind. It will be the mind that no
longer will exist but it will always tell you that you are about not to
exist. This illusory veil can be dissolved now. You can dissolve from
Creation and the karmic wheel. 
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 I
have been seeing karmic patterning since I was a boy. I watched people's
suffering and could see its roots. I wanted the suffering to be relieved.
In 1977 I became a professional astrologer and immediately recognized that
an astrological chart revealed the karmic patterning of a person, a time,
an event and so forth. Ever since, I have recognized deeply that a person
is not their karma, that a person is caught in identifying in their karma
and that this identification is a distraction.
On
January 1st, 2000 I came to realize that I am my consciousness and that
everyone else is their own consciousness. I began clearing my karma. My
commitment is to reveal this to others in my writing, in my speaking and
in my consultations with people.
If
you resonate with what I say, come see me for a consultation. I carry
messages that you wrote to yourself a long time ago. As always, I'm available for consultation by
phone anywhere, anytime.
Mark
Krueger
www.in2light.com
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